Thursday, November 6, 2008

first comes love... then comes marriage... then...




First comes love… then comes marriage… than comes babies in the M-Class???


What happened…

It was all going perfectly accordingly to plan…

first came love... great love... a love unknown before then...
... then marriage...

... mulder and scully at the auto show... visiting the mercedes vip lounge... viewing the first m-class... it was just a seemingly natural step at that time... no questions at all littered thought... no doubts.. the diamond ring sparkling brighter; as never before... newlyweds...

everything was perfect... especially perfect from the perspective of looking in from the outside of the McMansion…
then came...

… the lucrative high paying career, McMansion in the pompous Lansing subdivision located on the outer banks of the grand river… the seemingly perfect marriage…

then... it… just… all... went to hell…

Just like that!

It began with a crossed line… did he or she cross it first… good question...

A beautiful life… or was it… neglect, abuse, overindulgence…

He lost the job that he seemingly loved more than her… she lost her grandmother… then job… hope in the whole plan... the notion of the M-Class (a good thing)... and the general ability to live in this world for what it is…
Shit happens… and it was shitting cats and dogs everywhere!

The world caved in…

It was all on schedule… but, who’s schedule… God had a different plan… and He is still working on it… seven years later… where do we go from here... another good question...

I wonder...
... lost here in limbo

we continue to linger...



linger; cranberries

If you, if you could return, don’t let it burn, don’t let it fade.

I’m sure I’m not being rude, but it’s just your attitude,
It’s tearing me apart, It’s ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her(his) hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But I’m in so deep. You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn’t be so confused and I wouldn’t feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

But I’m in so deep. You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

And I’m in so deep. You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

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